I haven't written for a while and decided I need to start again. I am looking at the situation I am facing which in this case is unemployment and thinking why is this happening? I have been here before; why again?
I guess I have grown a lot in my faith walk since the the first time 3 years ago, but it doesn't stop me asking the question WHY??? I understand in my head the need to transition and develop one's faith but why does it have to feel so bad?
No matter what I try it doesn't seem to work, I apply for jobs; lots of jobs but without success. I must admit that God has never failed to provide our material needs. I just feel incredibly vulnerable. I guess that is what I am supposed to learn about is that God has a very different set of outcomes and priorities to me. His time frame and mine are different and His sense of urgency and mine are very different. I guess some lessons are just difficult.
It maybe as simple as Life is difficult!!!
Until next time
